Perfect human beings and me

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So that's me surrounded by perfect human beings last weekend at RisingCon Barcelona. I'M STILL LIVING IN THAT WEEKEND AND NOW REAL LIFE SUCKS SO MUCH BECAUSE THEY'RE NOT HERE ANYMORE. Good job on sucking my brain, SPN. No, really. I'm a zombie now and I need to eat some Mr.Collins. He owes me. He did something to my ovaries. They exploded, poor babies.
Just look at them and forget about me, damn it xD
_{And just in case you are not into SPN:
Photo #1 Misha Collins with his best creeper face, I'm-fangasming-face me, Sebastian Roché with his trademark smile.
Photo #2 Mark Sheppard being a little apart, Seb Roché with trademark smile and amazing biceps, squeezed me, Matt Cohen yelling - he was - and being considerate to my height xD Angel behind me.
Photo #3 Seb Roché and his trademark smile, so high on hormones me, Misha Collins just putting his neck all over my face and making me want to lick it Twilight style. Also, sexy stubble.}

So this is going to be a pretty long wall of text because basically I'm summarizing how the Con was - particularly my personal experiences with the guys. And you know how's my English. Feel free to leave without reading, but don't ask me about the Con. Everything is below :3

In short, it was AWESOME. It was my first con and I was really nervous and excited and I felt like if I was twelve. I met some girls the day before, Claudia, Noemí and Diana, and we went together and our seats were near so that was awesome. They adopted me for the weekend and I couldn't be more grateful C:

SO. It started late on Saturday and honestly I was a little pissed because of that, but then the guys came in. I fangirled, but in a civilized way. I swear. I'm still scared at some fangirls I saw there *shivers*

I'm going to link the whole convention, I think the vidder was the girl sitting just before me : D

Opening: [link]
Misha's Saturday panel part 01: [link]
Misha's Saturday panel part 02: [link]

He was a bit serious for what I've expected, but 1) I think he was tired from the travel and 2) half of the audience didn't understand English. Believe me or not, I got almost everything they said. Some things I didn't get because I was too busy laughing : D
This Con taught me a lesson: do not be afraid of asking the guys your interesting questions. Really. If there's a next time I'm going to be super annoying and ask them about everything that crosses my mind. IMO, alot of people made them waste their time by asking stupid questions. But, oh well. Just my opinion.

Sebastian's Saturday panel part 01: [link]
Sebastian's Saturday panel part 02: [link]
Sebastian's Saturday panel part 03: [link]
Sebastian's Saturday panel part 04: [link]
Sebastian's Saturday panel part 05: [link]

You can hear me in part 02, I think, asking Seb if Balthy could be tricking Castiel. Don't judge my English, it was the first time I spoke in English since highschool. My "English skills" are "rusty". Also, know that the staff girls wanted me to ask him about it too. I love how he pronounces my name
He's AWESOME. Really. I knew before but after this first panel, whoa. I totally fell in love with him.
THEN Matt Cohen had his panel, but the girl didn't record it. But I'm sure you can find it on YouTube. Basically, he was amazing, funny and charming. The guy is pure gold, not only he's SO handsome (easily the most handsome man I've ever met - well, I still prefer Misha), but he also is so sweet. Y U SO ADORBS, MATT. And God, he's TALL. Like, really tall - you can guess from the picture. I'm really small, also. I wonder how would I look near to Jared xD

Then when Matt finished there were some photo ops, but I didn't have mine until Sunday, so I just went with Diana and Noemí and had lunch with them in Plaza Cataluña. Later we came back to the hotel to enjoy another Misha panel, but then... we were announced that Mark Sheppard was going to join Misha *insert fangasm face plz*

Misha & Mark Saturday part 01: [link]
Misha & Mark Saturday part 02: [link]
Misha & Mark Saturday part 03: [link]
Misha & Mark Saturday part 04: [link]

Last question on part 04. You know who asked it? Yes, me. "Mark, we love you, but..." xD I felt so bad after that because I REALLY love him. His character is one of the best in the show, and personally my favorite bad guy. It helps that he's based on another Crowley <3 You can notice how my voice was dying. It was because I WAS dying, I needed water xD I was there for the entire hour and I was getting more and more nervous and for God's sake, there was Misha looking at me _{FYI, I'm a VERY shy person and I hate to have the spotlight. So when my sexy idol looks at me, I can't help myself but epically fail at life. Yup, that's me.}
Thank you for your answer, Misha. You made me hold on believing in Dean (and it's been hard for me to do so since the finale), I just hope you're right. Also, I loved the spoilerface you gave to me, it was the cutest thing ever. My knees are still shaking.

Then there were autographs, but I didn't want to wait an endless queue so I left the hotel (see? Lazy ass me. Joking, there were more autographs planned for the next day and I suspected it would be better on Sunday. IT WAS), and I went to met She's one of my closest friends and I didn't see her a lot this year because she went to Barcelona. We bought dinner from a Syrian restaurant and fangasmed over it at home. Then we went to bed together. And I could barely sleep because I hate sharing bed and I missed my own dear bed. Also I was super excited about the next day *________*

AND THEN SUNDAY CAME. And it was one of the most exciting and perfect days EVER <3333

I met Diana and Noemí at the hotel and we went straight for a Misha & Seb panel. I thought it was going to be epic, and it was. It was funny that before the con many people wasn't very excited about Sebastian and I was crazy about him, and he proved me right!

Misha & Seb Sunday part 01: [link]
Misha & Seb Sunday part 02: [link]
Misha & Seb Sunday part 03: [link]

I'm still laughing my ass off THE KING AND THE QUEEN. OH SEB Y U SO ADORBS & NAUGHTY I want to steal them so badly and take them home and just tell them: DO THINGS.
For me this was the best panel, the one which made me laugh the most : D

Then started the biggest panel, with Misha, Sebastian, Mark Sheppard and Mark Pellegrino. I was expecting more from Pellegrino : / he's a handsome, tall fellow, but... gah, I don't know. He was pretty boring IMO. Maybe he was just tired. Oh well. I came for Misha after all, so I don't care.

Misha, Seb & Marks Sunday part 01: [link]
Misha, Seb & Marks Sunday part 02: [link]
Misha, Seb & Marks Sunday part 03: [link]

And then it was my time for autographs as I suspected the queue was much shorter than the previous day so I entered the room and OMG GUYS THERE WAS MISHA THERE.
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Sorry, but I was so excited xD So while I was waiting in the short queue I was looking at him, ovaries exploding, and I thought he really was handsome. It was NOT my fangirlism judging, it was reality, pure as it comes. I know some people may think he's quite the normal type, but for me he was so akjnakfbauifbaiufaf. Then it was my turn and he looked at me with his truly beautiful eyes (I want to make earrings with his eyes and lick them fyi) and asked me a very kind 'Hi, how are you? '. I told him I was fine and that I wanted to thank him for his magic knot _{(if you don't know what's that about [link] )} , and he replied all serious that he was happy to be of help. He started signing my photo while I told him the magic knot changed my life (lol) and then, THEN he looked at me again before ending signing and suddenly I see that HIS HAND IS RISING AND IT COMES STRAIGHT TO ME. AND I'M LIKE OMFG WHAT IS HE GOING TO DO WHAT IS HE GOING TO DO I'M GONNA DIE. AND THEN HE KINDLY TUGS MY BRAID WITH A CURIOUS LOOK ON HIS PRETTY ANGELFACE AND PLAYS WITH IT ALL CONCENTRATED AND THEN HE STATES: I LIKE IT. AND I'M LIKE OH I'M GLAD YOU LIKE IT MISHA *BRAIN MELTS, OVARIES EXPLODE AGAIN, I'LL NEVER WASH MY HAIR AGAIN* Then he ends signing my photo and gives it to me and I say 'thank you Misha *smile*' and he smiles back at me and everything is perfect and nothing hurts.

Then I had autographs from Seb, Matt and Mark Shepard and they were AWESOME, but I was still fangasming so hard at Misha xD I told Seb I wanted him back on the show and he told me to write to the writers (...), then he correctly wrote my name after asking me if it had a 'tonic accent'. SRSLY SEBASTIAN. STOP BEING SO CUTE, IT HURTS. Matt Cohen. He's so handsome and pretty and perfect and charming that being near him HURTS SO BAD. You've read what I said about Misha's eyes? I want another pair of earrings with Matt's eyes. They're GEMSTONES. I could stare at them forever. I envy his wife, who btw was there just behind him. She's so smaaaall and adorbs <3 Mark Sheppard is a very charming man. I apologized for asking Misha the last question the previous day and said that I really really loved him. His answer: Of course you love me, that's because I'm the best.
After that I was all melting and professing love because, you know. FFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF

When the autograph time finished, another Matt panel started. Someone should, I don't know, CLONE THAT PERFECT HUMAN BEING or something. He did a big effort to make us laugh and participate and I was really depressed because I wanted to ask him something but I didn't know what. Because honestly, he's only been in two SPN episodes and that's all I know of him : /
But I enjoyed it a lot <3 once again the girl before me didn't record his panel, but I'm sure there's somewhere on YouTube : ) I loved when he said he basically eats chocolate xD

So. Between his panel and Misha's there was really nothing much to do so we just did nothing around there, consumed by lust xD then the time came and we went to see that perfect human again. Seriously I could be watching him forever and I would never get tired.

Misha Sunday panel part 01: [link]
Misha Sunday panel part 02: [link]
Misha Sunday panel part 03: [link]
Misha Sunday panel part 04: [link]

I want private yoga classes with Misha PLZ *-*
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Srsly. I can't type anything coherent. My sanity went away with Misha. So I must see him again and asking him to return it to me.

BUT STAY STUNNED BECAUSE THE BEST IS COMING.
So Misha's panel ended and Mark Sheppard came, but I had to miss it, because it was the time for my photo op with Misha and Sebastian. Because you know. ANGEL SANDWICH YESPLZ.
But have Mark's panel anyway:

Mark's Sundal panel part 01: [link]
Mark's Sunday panel part 02: [link]

So I went to the room and after waiting a bit I entered it. There were some staff girls, the photographer, Seb and Misha. They gently took my hand and guided me to the center of the room, asking me what pose I wanted. I said the common hug, and they put their arms around me and I was like OMFG I HATE HUGS BUT I COULD BE HERE FOREVER. THEN. Misha says stop please. And he starts to take off his hoodie because it was very hot in there. So Sebastian and I stop and look at him and he turns back and stares at everyone in the room and asks: Would you mind if I take off my shirt? And I was like OMFG again. AND THEN HE STARES AT ME AND WALKS TO ME AND ASKS: DO YOU MIND IF I TAKE OFF MY SHIRT? AND I'M LIKE OMFG MISHA COLLINS WHY DO YOU DO THIS TO ME I CAN'T I DON'T EVEN. WHAT I'M SUPPOSED TO ANSWER YOU PERFECT HUMAN BEING. YOU CAN'T DO THIS TO ME I DON'T SPEAK ENGLISH I CAN'T REACT I'M SHOCKED LOOK AT MY BRAIN MELTING AGAIN. THE MESS YOU MADE WITH MY OVARIES MAN. So I THINK I answered: WOW, I don't mind. Like, I was very shocked xD So he said: Yes, well I'm not going to do it. Then he turned his perfect back again and shown it to Sebastian and me, and he was ALL wet. Then we took the photo, and when we finished, he spoke to me again: How did you enjoyed my sweaty back?
REALLY, MISHA. YOU'RE A BAD PERSON. YOU CAN'T DO THIS TO ME.
I told him I liked it xDDDDD Then I said 'thank you very much' to both of them and exited the room in awe, just in time to see how Mark Sheppard's panel ended.

I still had another photo op pending, but it was like half an hour later, so Diana, Noemí and I snuck into the BloodyNightCon. We entered the room and there were Ian Somerhalder and Paul Wesley from the Vampire Diaries. I don't watch the show and I'm pretty sure I never will, but well, there they were. I left the room about ten minutes later because I was excited about my photo op (and because the Vampire Diaries guys weren't so funny xD IMO at least), and went to the queue.

Then I started looking at the people who was having their photos before me and all they looked scared. They were all: the guys are doing as they want D:
So I was pretty scared when I reached the room xD Then a staff member came to me and told me that my previous photo was a bad one because my eyes were closed, so we had to repeat it when the group photos were done. I thought: I'm not going to complain about touching Misha and Seb again OK *-* but also was a bit tired and didn't want to stay in queue again. Whatever. I got into the room and Seb took my hand and looked at me all princely and gentlemanly. Seriously, that naughty man has the most kind eyes ever. He looks at you and you can see he finds everything so funny and you can tell he really cares about his fans and he wants you to be comfortable. I would marry you Seb if you weren't against marriage xD So Misha asked me what I wanted, and I went for a group hug. I really don't mind being hugged by them, and that's awkward because misi </3 physical contact. So Matt and Seb glomped me like if there was no tomorrow and Misha stayed behind me touching my legs with his. So I didn't know how was I supposed to stand on my feet but I managed to do it. Do you see my WTF face? It was because Matt was yelling at the photograper - he was really hyper - and his face was literally like 10 cm from mine. Mark was like outcast : /
So we took the photo and I thanked them and mentally prepared myself for another queue. AND THEN. The photographer girl (sweet girl, I love you) takes my hand and tells me about the photo I have to repeat, and tells me to STAY THERE WITH THEM UNTIL THEY'RE DONE. SO SHE GUIDES ME TO A CHAIR PLACED LIKE 1'5 FROM THEM AND TELLS ME TO SIT THERE AND I SIT AND I REMAIN THERE FOR ABOUT 20 MINUTES STARING AT THEM AND LOOKING HOW THEY TAKE PROM PICS AND ARE JUST AWESOME AND I'M LIKE I DON'T BELIEVE HOW LUCKY I AM OMFG IMMA GONNA DIE AND ALSO SEBASTIAN YOU HAVE SOME KIND OF FETISH OVER YOUR OWN ASS.
So. They finish their photos with the fans and take some more with the staff members, and then the photographer takes my hand again and guides me to the center of the room and tells Misha and Seb we have to take our photo again. So Seb somes to me and puts an arm around my shoulders, but then a staff girl starts crying. IDK, she was like super sensitive. WOMAN, you're much oldr than me and you're CRYING? Poor guys. But then they all hugged her and I was so jealous. Then Seb and I shared a look and he smiled to me like saying I REALLY CARE ABOUT YOU AND I CAN SEE HOW NERVOUS YOU ARE BUT DON'T WORRY. No, really. He's awesomeeeee. But I was very jealous of that girl. Damn, next time I should try to cry too, just in case xD
And then I finally took my photo with Misha and Seb. They were both WET with sweat like you could bath in it xD But did I care? NO. Why not? Because that awesome human being that Misha Collins is put an arm around my shoulders and suddenly his neck was SO CLOSE to my mouth that my mind went all VampireDiaries-esque, and I don't know what he was doing but one of his legs was just nehind mine and I couldn't move. And I really didn't pay attention to Sebastian because OMFG MISHA. YOU CAN'T DO THIS TO ME, MAN. I SWEAR I don't usually go all horny over people. Just the opposite. But there, in that moment, my mind went all berserker and lustful and I really really wanted to lick his neck. But of course I didn't
In shock, I thanked them again VERY MUCH and I had to go to the closing ceremony:

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Are you still alive? If the answer is yes, then you're a brave soul and I shall thank you for reading it all xD
But really, it was awesome, and I know I had much more luck than other fans and I thank Mr.Collins for the awesome situations he'd put me in xD

Annnnd I think that's all. I want to go to a Con again. My hormones will kill me but screw them.
I'm really tired of typing. I hope my awful English doesn't hurt you so bad c: